
Originally Posted by
xenonmicon
You can have the title Phly. Your way more experienced at this game than me. So it's your, for now. I just want to do something different. I mean how many people are dedicated gl head hunters? I've yet to see someone besides Phly and that youtube video, dedicated to gl head shots. It does feel good to take out a rebirth 50 with a nade to the face. Hopefully I'll get the timing down soon. I'm getting a bit discouraged.
I guess I did not choose the right words. I meant it in a playful manner. I do not mind much for any royalties, just thought that a good rivalry on the side would help spark a little more motivation. I remembered rivalry matches between friends. Lots of fun.

Originally Posted by
xenonmicon
I think I need to just go casual again. Run the same weapon in each of my loadouts. Nothing special. Not try to be a gl headshot master. Just play for fun. Go back to my rof crossbow and firing boosted machine gun. Run something standard like I used to for so long. I really need to quit comparing myself to my friends. Everyone of them has surpassed me in every way. Yeah, sometime I give them "Hell" in a sotf match. I like the private "for fun" matches. I like teaming up with Blane mostly as slowdive and I hardly every team up anymore. I playing in matches with r3d and bxb because when they beat me their not douches about it. It's all for fun. I think I've forgotten about that.
To be honest I don't have the time to become a pro player, I have a life to live (no offense to anyone). I may make an effort with the crossbow head shots or I may just stick with the rate of fire. I can still head shot with it. So to all those on my friends list, do not expect much from me any more. I'll team up for some cw and cts. Heck even drop me into a sotf. Just don't expect me to be the top dog. I'm not going to put that kind of focus on it anymore. I'm just going to do my best. I'll most likely be running my favorite loadout from now on as my main. Xen returns as my alts now level 50. I'm debating on rebirth.
Now on to my rage. 7 host drops in a row, two of which I was in first place with 18 kills. I swear that it's been lagsville all day today.
Rule of thumb, play the way that allows you to enjoy yourself. Skills come along the way. I'd like to stress learning the mechanics of the game better. I find the best (and fastest) road to improvement is through hardship. The more losses and deaths you will accumulate will not be for nothing if you learn something (even a small bit along the way). It has become a personal habit of mine to track and judge progress, whether it is bio, or anything for that matter. I always look upon the failures, to judge what I am doing wrong, and I take the steps to improve upon those. One thing I have realized about people is they will continue to make the same mistake over, and over and over again, that is, until they themselves realize what they're doing wrong and take the necessary steps to correct them. Well this kind of advice can apply to anything, really. Point is, if one doesn't acknowledge what they are doing, is incorrect, they will not fix it, due to the ignorance of how their method of doing a task is wrong.
I enjoy the game because it is quite stimulating for my mind. Steadfast thinking and open ended problem solving, coupled with limitless possibilities to play. I also enjoy a good challenge, as well as the colorful folks who play.